liberation

wow, it's amazing how much liberation I feel just from creating this site and making my first post. it's amazing how such small steps can make such big internal impact. it makes me feel accomplished and smart. like wow, we can take action steps for ourselves.

it's been tough, ya know? historically i've not had the time and space to take *intentional* action steps for myself. It's always been reactive to an environment, a circumstance, an unexpected change. Making choices from the freedom to make a choice is something i'm learning. my body is still anticipating for the proverbial wrench to throw itself into my plans, which is laughable because I find myself surprised I even have plans, which is admittedly harsh to myself.