is not for me. My body doesn't know what to do with being sick to the point that it ultimately feels like a punishment. As birthdays pass I realize more and more my body was not built to sit still. While I do appreciate sitting in silence and
are gonna have to go. i've got a fun teal mermaid almond shape set on right now. I'm really enjoying the dopamine hit I receive from looking at them, but I do enough typing at my job that they make me feel dysfunctional. Like I'
I always surprise myself in what would be a place or activity where i shouldn't be surprised. This example would be an industry networking event. I always get nervous and uncomfortable feeling like I won't belong, and then by the end of it I've
wow, it's amazing how much liberation I feel just from creating this site and making my first post. it's amazing how such small steps can make such big internal impact. it makes me feel accomplished and smart. like wow, we can take action steps for ourselves.
I did it. I finally got back to my roots of hosting my own blog. I even paid for the domain. That's right, just short of $12 for the year. I've become so annoyed with how performative every online space has become. I can tell which
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May 5, 2026 I just had to jump through what felt like 10 fiery hoops to make it to my blog to make a post. I forgot I have a weird route to my wordpress admin and can’t access directly via the wordpress site. I was originally inspired to